Lovely Walk With One Of My Friends :)

Just got home from a lovely walk with one of my friends. It was a little colder than usual so now it is warm and nice to be inside again. I like to walk so it was so nice that my friend got in today, we usually go for walks together. So now it’ll be a hot cup of tea here so I will be warm again. 

Should start to go through my song lyrics again to get to the text that I want to have it. Feels really funny now when I start to get as good structure in them. Some of the songs will probably be finished written today. There I notice when I start to work with them. 

 

Now I’ve got me some tea so now I have become hot again. It means that it is time for me to start writing my music   😛 

Take Care Of Each Other 

Many Hugs From MinikeGirl 

 

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It warms my heart to see how far we have taken us through life

Have slept really well last night and right now, I hold on to wake up to. There is some paperwork that I need to get the order of which I will arrange today. Also need structure and work on the internet. But otherwise today so I will be working with my music. So it is to do all the time, and the more I work the better everything becomes. Therefore it is important to plan well the entire time and be able to think long-term. I would like to do everything I can myself. It’s a little bit scary, I think, to hire and to entrust the responsibility for my activities to other people and companies. I want to know what happens all the time in everything that I do. It is very important to me. I also know that it takes a little longer everything I plan when I do everything by myself but then it may take the extra time. I have the people I need around me in my work with the blog and the music that I need. They stand close to me and know how I operate. 

I sit and work a lot online and I try out what works and what does not. I think it is very interesting. It has taken me a big to a long time before I began to use Pinterest. I have actually not taken before how I like making music and that blogs would be able to utilize Pinterest in the best way. Every time that I tried to learn Pinterest, so it was not so great  😛 But now I’ve figured out how I’ll do there haha  😛 

Each extra kind of thing that I add will be an extra task for me to plan into my schedule. In a way, so I create a temporary more work for me but in the long term it will do more and more of itself. I think it is fun to do everything and it is very interesting. A lot of work requires that I have a neat and tidy everything is and that is where it is important that the healing time to work away the paperwork that occurs. The more I develop my blog and the more my music that I do is spread the more the work around. I try to blog and music should go hand in hand and join in the development that is taking place. But some moments I have more to do with the music and other moments so I have more to do with my blog. Still think I have a good balance of everything. It feels like I’m starting to get a better balance on the whole and that it is really worth to sit and work those extra hours to reach to my goals. 

Have had amazing conversations with many of my friends now in the recent times. We support each other and we are happy for other’s success. It warms my heart to see how far we have taken us through life. We live in our dreams and we are targeted. But what pleases me most is that despite the fact that we are many who have had it very tough in life, we have always taken us through everything. We are real fighters and I am so proud of my friends. I am so grateful to all my fellow human beings. What’s awesome is that I have had a really big tough now last year. There has been much around that I haven’t been able to do anything about. I have learned some new strategies in order to cope with these things that I can’t do anything about. Everything is a process of life and for me it is about all the time to work not to fall so deep when I fall. Sometimes it is difficult to prevent when it gets to be too much. My life strategies is now so strong that I can resist to actually end up in these depressions. What is all of this that I can’t do anything about will always be so. Therefore, I develop all the time new and stronger strategies to deal with everything in a good way. Last year as I have in all the turmoil got so many new people in my vicinity that I can trust. Good relationships have been even better. There is so much love and friendship that really has gotten stronger bond. You understand that whatever happens as it is always doing the best in even the most difficult situations.

I honor you all my friends who are by my side. I honor you all who have died. You are with me every day and I feel it in my heart and in my soul. Sit and be so grateful that I can actually be of things now-a-days is something that I haven’t even been able to imagine is magical. I never thought that I would get to experience the peace and quiet. I never thought that I would get to feel the inner peace here on earth. So I will continue to do what I love and I will continue to be grateful for everything. 

Take Care Of Each Other 

Many Hugs From MinikeGirl 

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I have many things already booked now this month

Yesterday I was  off to work and today I have been working at home. Started the day with morning coffee outside in the sunshine. It is so lovely when the sun is out and it comes to fit. Good to get Vitamin D also. It has been a really lovely day but now in the afternoon, so I think it actually feels so warm and cozy to be indoors again. I am not an outside person, really, but love to be in the sun and to go for walks. Right now, as we wait for the chicken to be finished in the oven. It takes an hour before it is finished but it wont be felt relatively quickly anyway. It is so good food and really so worth the wait. Tonight, it will be to check on any exciting series on the computer and to rest a bit.

I have many things already booked now this month. So I have decided that it will be a quiet weekend. It is important to get unwind and then to wind up  😛 
I keep on writing the music as always so it happens all the time something here which feels incredibly fun. I’ll soon to musicstudio again to record new music. I found one of my songs on a playlist on Spotify that someone had put there, which is really fun. I have my songs on the other lists but this is extra fun. Since I tried to do a song in a genre that I’m not used to doing music at all so it’s awesome that my song ”Skyddad Adress ” has ended up at a Hip/ Hop playlist  🙂 

A thousand Thanks to all of you who Listen to my Music and follow my blog  🙂 

Take Care Of Each Other 

Many Hugs From MinikeGirl 

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I Feel Very Harmonious :)

After a long and lovely shower so I feel very harmonious. I started the day with to make sure that my son came to the school. Then, I started to make music. Ended up that I took a long hot shower. After a long and lovely shower so I feel very harmonious. When you have been with what I’ve been through, it’s so valuable to have these days. When I feel that I have got it back as I had not previously known me had under destructive conditions. My body is mine and only mine. When it has been the worst so has my body just felt like a shell and I have left it in difficult conditions. When I become beaten and underlying threats that if I don’t agree to have sex, so it becomes a very tough situation. When your partner is calmer if he gets what he wants.

It is thus that I have had it in the past for quite a few years, but today is as free from this as I can be. For today, especially when I showered I felt so free and that my body is my. I am reminded of how much it does for me to get to have these days. I dream nightmares about what has happened and it goes in periods. I may never forget that when this happened during the years, so I was not the one who I am today. I respect myself and who I have become. I love myself today. The problem when this happened was that I was that I thought I loved the person who had subjected me to this. How strange it may seem. I loved NOT myself and he made me not be able to do either because of the psychological abuse. Today people see life so differently and I have really struggled to get a more tolerable existence. It is days like today that feels so fantastic all the way into the soul.

My body is mine just mine………..

My soul is mine only mine…….

My psyche is Strong………

I surround myself only with strong men now-a-days. They know where the limits are. I can also have some close encounters with my male friends on a amicable plane. It is okay to stand close to me if you are a man and we know each other. For me it is useful and good for my process to be able to feel that it feels better and better. Almost all of my male friends is big-boned and has gigantic muscles. All my male friends helps me through it as I have been involved with. It is important for me to dare to take the chance to trust other people again, especially when I have had times when I hated myself. Today I love myself and I trust myself to never end up where I’ve been again. It feels amazing. 

 

Love you all my dear Friends both men and women so clearly  😛 

Take Care Of Each Other 

Many Hugs From MinikeGirl 

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Picture Of My New Shoes :)

Now have my new shoes finally arrived and my west. I have on my new shoes now to get used to me a bit. You already know that I have my own style when it comes to both shoes and clothing. I like the green here, as you can see  😛 

This is not to the ordinariness that I buy new shoes and it doesn’t mean I can’t. It’s just that I walk so much and have stuck to the standard black shoes that I dance in here in one of my musicvideo. Where I got the criticism that I had worn the shoes hahahaha  😛 

It is not tricky with all these critics that come when you do something good? I am so happy with my musicvideo that are exactly like this. I could have been hired a bunch of people and had new purchased clothes and gone in a sports car. But the song is not about that. So You Can : 

Despite the fact that I am not accustomed to stand in front of the camera so I have made this musicvideo to my song YOU CAN. It was a real challenge for me and I am so proud of myself. So I have really not bought new shoes that I got the criticism that I had them in my music video but I have bought them because I can. 

In this musicvideo to my song Shadows Art , so I had these boots : 

It is fantastic to have done 2 music videos and to be able to constantly sit and write music as I do. I get daily many who write to me that they love my music and I write songs that affect them. A thousand Thanks to all of you you are wonderful. 
Take Care Of Each Other 
Many Hugs From MinikeGirl  😛 
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It will be to set the clock :)

MinikeGirl

It has been a good day today and it feels like the day has gone fast. I have been and worked. Tomorrow I have my own business to work with, so it will be to set the clock early. There is some stuff that I need to go and leave and also some stuff that I need to get home. What I am going to download I’ll take pictures so you can see what I have bought. Exciting to finally got home my goods  😛 

Now I’m sitting and waiting for my food to be ready. Thought eat and then sleep so that I have the strength to do what I have planned tomorrow. Had intended to sleep long in the morning but changed my mind to go to sleep early and waking up early.

Think it is perfectly okay to be able to restructure their plans a little and this will be for the better.

I have written some of the songs now, in recent days, and it is so much fun. Tomorrow when I have arranged it as I should, so I am going to write some of my songs. A thousand Thanks to you all who listen : 

Take Care Of Each Other

Many Hugs From MinikeGirl 

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