Feel more energetic today, so I will continue to go through my new songs. Sitting and drinking coffee now as usual to wake up. I have begun to realize how much there is that I am really working with right now and it is absolutely amazing. I am a little restless because I see what is clear and not. I see the finish line in my project which feels so wonderful. When I started to plan my songs, so I knew I would take me in the goal in my project and now I have done half. Half is because I have developed some ideas in the meantime. It is a great challenge for me to sit and hold on my new songs you should know I want to give them out at a time so clearly. What prevents me is that I have decided from the beginning how I should do so I stick to what I have decided 🙂
It is something that I have learned in the life just this that I can do a lot and almost everything that I want, however, not everything at the same time. Things take time and it is important to give yourself the time you need to be able to reach to their goals. I’m a bit restless is nothing negative here, but positive, for it is my strong driving force. My motivations can express themselves somewhat differently in both feelings and behavior from me, so it’s nothing new. It is about constantly learning to interpret yourself. It’s about accepting it as found and make the best of it.
I’m going to write more music now :
Take Care Of Each Other
Many Hugs From MinikeGirl
I am not sick and poor but to always try to see what roads I can take for it to be better. If it can get better, and I will do what I can to achieve a better balance. You know before that I have errors on my thyroid and that it causes problems for me in my everyday life. So when my usual hormone period, pull the trigger, so will I be affected very negatively. It means that now I have evaluated the past 2 years regarding my health. Everything regarding my hormones have escalated and become worse every time. I understand that there is nothing that’s going to be easier then it has become so much worse in 2 years. So I have decided that I should start taking medications for it here so I don’t have to feel that it is taking over my life as it has started to do. I want to be able to work and do what I have planned, and then I want to work better. I have been waiting for that I wanted to see if it would go of its own accord and it did not. I am also afraid to add medications because I have become sensitive. I get big drowsy at one-half aspirins 🙂 . Why can’t I be impulsive in this situation but have been forced to evaluate my own behavior now during these 2 years. But I’m proud of myself that finally have been able to make this decision. I am proud of myself that despite this problem and my other problem though have been able to work that I have done. Now I feel so secure in it that I do and I do not want to risk that I get worse and start to cope with less of it may be possible to get a little better balance on the whole.
